What's Wrong With Skinny?

Many people has been reminding me about my body weight EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. How will you feel if you receive comments about your weight all the time? It's not fun, I swear. :( I'm so fed up, I had enough. I have to blog about it.

Things that were told to me about my weight repeatedly:

'What is your weight now?'
'How do you lose weight?'
'You are so slim. So jealous!'
'Your thighs are my arms.'
'You are too skinny. Please eat more!'
'Eat more.'
'Eat more.'
'Eat more.'
'Your legs looks like a pair of chopstick.'



Really?



I love my legs.

& when I tell people that I used to be fat.... no one would believe me. I have to search for my old photos to prove to them. No one can ever imagine me being fat.

 

April 2012 (50 kg) - November 2014 (41 kg)

 

'This used to be my favorite shorts at the beginning of the year. I lost so much weight all thanks to the criticism I've received from people when I was happy and plump. Now, I can't fit into 90% of my dresses, skirts and pants. #sad #confession #instamood' - Posted on my Instagram on 19 July 2013

I never weigh more than 43kg in my entire life until I met my boyfriend 3 years ago. Then I became a happy lil monster that I can just eat 24/7 without feeling full.Within a few months I became 50kg (!!) but I wasn't aware of it. I was fat and happy until people around me started to express unfavourable opinions about me. Thanks to those judgmental bitches now I have the determination to lose weight. So stop telling me to eat more. It might seems easy to gain weight but it is not for me anymore. I do eat normally but nothing taste as good as skinny feels.